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I think I totally forgot how to be in a normal relationship where I can actually see my boyfriend.
Sometimes I act completely ridiculous and I don't even notice it until I think about it after. Today I was all sad because Spencer told me I wouldn't be able to see him for about a week or so...Then Spencer said something like "It's not like I'm going forever". It hit me, It's true...He's not. I'm still in the habit of Jesse and I's situation, where I see him once in awhile and I got all sad whenever I had to leave.

I also forgot that a normal relationship goes through that phase where you're not having sex as much and I took it all personal the other night when Spencer and I went to bed and we just slept...

I got over that though, cause I know it happens.

Anyways, I'm sure no one cares about my whining, I guess I was just writing this down for me to make it official that I'm going to change my attitude a bit.