Insomnia

So school starts in about 8 hours...so why the hell am I up? I can't stop thinking, I know everyone constantly thinks...but it's getting in the way of me sleeping. I hate when I'm this paranoid. When I was laying in bed all I could constantly think about is:
Does he miss me?
Am I going to hate my second year of hairstyling?
Will I make friends?
I hope he knows how much I miss him...
I want to hold and kiss him so bad right now.
I miss the way he looks at me.

I guess once I look at my thoughts they are mostly about him, I really can't help it...I'm used to being with him pretty much everyday.

I guess this weekend I'm finally going to hand out resumes, I'm thinking Rexall, Mega tan or some other place that doesn't require flipping burgers...it's going to be so weird working and being in school again. I had an amazing summer, the best yet.

Anyways, I guess I should sign this off...didn't do much writing this down, it's still kind of all over the place.